My head hurts.

I have about 80 unanswered e-mails in my Netscape inbox folder, and I can't open my Inbox anymore!

The Netscape browser works just fine, but I get an invalid page in the module NETSCAPE.EXE at 0187:0057f7a3 (whatever that means). I did my last user file backup in... when? October last year? I do fear so.

My inbox folder has several e-mails from my new provider (I'm going to switch providers on April 13^th), some feedback on the "Miracles" stories I haven't answered yet, and other data (like passwords to several sites) that I don't know how to deal without. I'm just so stupid. I should have backed up this folder ages ago, and I didn't.

I may now have a good excuse for not having (heck, looks like cannot) answered a lot of e-mails, but believe me, that's not the way I would have chosen to do so.

My site update still hasn't progressed much further. My e-mails about the move still aren't out; and how should they be? Without my account in Netscape?

Ok, I'll go play around a little with Netscape now. Perhaps I can save at least the 'sent' and 'drafts' folders. Not that that would be enough. I'd like to cry now, or kick the wall, but that wouldn't help the underlying problem. Damn. I HATE THIS.

Ever since I installed Microsoft Office the week before last, everything's fucked up, and I have to restart the computer more and more often. I don't want to wipe the harddrives again and start from scratch. I can't. I won't. Not again.

And I'll surely have a migraine again tomorrow. It always starts with an ache in the neck, meandering up into my head, then behind my left eye. I already feel it.

Life sucks.