I didn't want to read spoilers for OotP beforehand.



I shouldn't have.

J.K. Rowling killed Sirius. My second fav character in a Snape pairing; I started with HP/SS due to Telanu and then fell for SB/SS all because of Fabula Rasa's incredible stories!

What the heck am I going to do now?! I was willing to sacrifice Hagrid or McGonagall, perhaps even Dumbledore. But not Sirius. Not Remus. Not Snape.

Fuck.

Now I don't even want to continue reading.

My book's still at the post office for me to get it tomorrow, but I've downloaded the whole novel as html-files and therefore originally wanted to read as much as I could tonight.

Now? I want to go to Fabula Rasa and beg her to write more SB/SS, and join us in denial. IT NEVER HAPPENED.

I. Hate. This.